PRELUSION: ANTHOLOGY OF TRANSLATED POEMS of SHAKUNTALA SHARMA

LET THE BIRDS CHIRP

 ANTHOLOGY OF TRANSLATED POEMS OF SHAKUNTALA SHARMA

                           ENGLISH TRANSLATION BY RAJNI CHHABRA


PRELUSION:

After soulful thanks to All-pervasive God for His choicest blessings for successful completion of my Anthology of Poems,' Let the Birds Chirp' trans-verted from Hindi and Rajasthani into English as target language,  I would like to extend my hearty thanks to voracious readers world-wide, for continually devouring my all literary works

Bi-lingual poetess and critic Ms. Shakuntala Sharma has marked a niche in literary corridors of Hindi and Rajasthani, for more than three decades. Both of us were colleagues in Maharani Sr. Sec. School in Bikaner (Raj.) in early years of this century. We co-shared stage in many Poetry Events too.  Her poems always created a deep impression on my mind. Undoubtedly, translating her poems is a matter of immense pleasure for me.

Compiling this collection has been an amusing as well as challenging experience for me. I have anthologized poems from her two Hindi Poetry Books 'Prasfutan' and 'Anubhutiyaan' and also choicest poems from her Rajasthani Poetry Book,' Kaanchi Koonpal'

In these poems, you will find woman aspiring for self-identification, diving deep into each and every moment of life to accumulate wisdom. Some of her poems reveal deep concern over degeneration of moral values, chaos in political arena, exploitation and male dominance in society. She is equally thoughtful for maintaining ecological balance and cares for environment. She raises her voice against oppression of woman and condemns female femicide.

Love is interpreted in multifarious ways in her poems. 

Love is

Dawn

Light on

Horizon

Gleam

Brightness

Morning

Ecstatic

Never sets

Never hides

In the galaxy of stars

Murmuring

(  An extract from poem 'Love')

 

Hailing from Rajasthan, she has a masterly touch in her poems when she pens about cultural traditions, customs and fairs of Rajasthan. These poems have a picturesque effect.

Peep outside gatehouse

Carrying *Teej -Sawari

Moving with ornamentation

Their turbans are pink

Decorated pitcher for that great oblation

Is being carried on head by sister-in-law

In moments of trance

 Her glory is pink

( An extract from poem 'Pink City')

Her poems are tinged with lofty goals of life and encompass virtues of love, compassion, trust, hope, self-confidence, courage, devotion and divinity. Poetess has tone of a seer and her deep philosophy, along with philanthropic bend of mind, expressed through these poems is highly commendable. I appreciate note of optimism in her poems.

Translation is a medium to know about mind set up, sentiments and views of writer composing in other languages and involves liability on the shoulders of translator to retain original fervour. It widens literary corridors, especially when it is translated into English; it opens wide avenues to get it further translated into regional languages as well as other international languages. It helps us to transcend linguistic borders and create bonds of affinity, thereby making the world stronger for the true goal of peace, equality and bliss.

I have tried my level best to capture soul of original poems and to diffuse the taste of Rajasthani literature into English translation.

I hope, you will enjoy these poems; reviews and comments from readers on global level are always a precious treasure for me.

Lastly, I extend my gratitude to the Publisher Prashant Bissa and entire editorial team for so aesthetically crafting my dream-book into reality.

Rajni Chhabra
Multi-lingual Poetess
Polyglot and Anthologist 




 PRASFUTAN

( SPROUTING)

 CONTENTS


1. Tender Feeling

2. Nimboli

3. Golden Sparrow

4. Girl

5. Love

6. You

7. Basket

8. Always Smiling

9. Apathetic

10. Lyric

11. Still....So Much is Pending

12, Pink City

13. Three Manifestations 

14. Lively

15. Poem


1.TENDER FEELING

******************

Today

 Really

Vacuum

Has vanished


In my heart

Someone is hopping

And dancing

Is exploring 

My heart!



2. NIMBOLI

   **********

In courtyard of 

Our dear father

We, all sisters are

Neem trees

Viewing Neem trees

My grandmother 

Scolded father

How is it that

You are sowing 

Neem and neem

Fetch one rose 

Our courtyard will 

Appear charming

Courtyard

Will bloom

Will shed fragrance

And, we

Where we were sowed

Flourished and extended widely

Inwardly

Kept on expanding


But that rose plant

Every winter

Every summer

Father kept on moving it

Lest it suffers due to high temperature

Lest it gets frost-bitten

Focussing all attention on

The beautiful rose

Taking utter care of him

Thorns pricked hands of father

At times, a thorn

Caused wound by and by

Due to negligence

Father became sick

Thorn turned into wound

And caused skin- infection

So many wounds

So many skin-infections were

Healed by leaves of Neem

Bitter leaves of Neem

We leaves of Neem

We seeds of Neem

 Our trees provide cool breeze

And plentiful shade 

Entire pain 

And anguish

Goes away

Healed 

By trees of Neem


We are trees of Neem

We are trees of Neem.



Nimboli: berry of Mergosa tree 

Neem : Mergosa.



3. GOLDEN SPARROW

     *******************

She is asleep

Whether knowingly 

Or unknowingly

She is asleep

At abode of father

Learning lessons of obedience

She is asleep

At abode of husband

Personification of adornment

She is asleep

Patting infants, lulling to sleep, awaking

Persuading them

She is asleep

Accomplishing all worldly liabilities 

Bringing light to home

She is asleep

She is a wonder

She awakes everyone

"And"

She is asleep

We are putting efforts 

Since last four centuries 

To awake her

But, she is asleep

Tied to stakes of

Religion, ideals, rule, policies

Modesty and love

She is asleep

She lits earthen lamp

In evening

In morning

She offers water to the Sun

Waters Tulsi

Observes fast of Karwa-Chouth 

Opening entrance of courtyard

She is asleep

When will she awaken

O,That!.....

" She is asleep".



GIRL

*****

Girl

Tender shoot

Cuckooing nightingale

Echoing sweetly

Sandalwood forest!

" Redness"

Of rising sun

Chirping of sparrow

Hopping-singing

Like shining bindia

Brightly 

Scattering beauty

In cultured generations

Seems to be composing 

Seems to be creating

Always adding 

Bricks on upon another

For building

The castle of dreams 

Maturity of her endeavours

Is flourishing 

In the form of new creation!

Might seek support at times

And will create her identity

Stairs---clutches 

But.....mum

Never ushers anything

Just..... listens

Persistently keeps on listening

Her existence is created

Amidst four pillars

Her four pillars

father.....brother

Husband....son!



 LOVE

*******

Love is

Dawn

Light on

Horizon

Gleam

Brightness

Morning

Ecstatic

Never sets

Never hides

In the galaxy of stars

Murmuring

Tinkling

Echoing

In the lip folds

Throbbing

It is chord

Ringing like

Celestial music

Surrounds you silently

It is introspection

It is scherzo

It is sensation

Like waves in river

It is aim

It is question

It is answer

To silent question,

It is kindred

It is cool

It is resentment

It is jeremiad

It is web

It is tide

It is attraction

It is dedication

Of our life

But!!

It is not corporeal

It is beyond physical embodiment

It is lord of this universe

And free in the other realm

It can not be confined 

Behind bars of this body

It is dedicated to Divine

It is gist of self-identity,

It is prayer for seeking God.

It is meditation for emancipation.

It is weary of burden.

It is sozzled with caprice.

It is tradition

It is a policy.....

Eternal.....

It is unending love.

Love exists in faith

Life-long in aspiration

In unquenched thirst

In heart-beats of  forlorn.

It is gist

It is bloom

It is rectification

It dwells in every song

In every affinity.

It is infinite perennial lyric.



 YOU

******

A nameless 

Relation exists

Between heart to heart

It is aromatic with fragrance of reveries

Mingled in

Jingling of laughter

Takes sometimes to

Heights of heavans

And....

Takes sometimes to

Depths of Netherworld

Overcomes blankness

And...

Hangs it to void

I think

I should give a name 

To this relation now

And free myself

From all shackles.



7.   BASKET

     *********

An innocent girl

I am doll of my grandmother

My grandmother is the best in whole universe

Around broad hem of her saree

I often noticed 

A basket

Grandmother would place it up

Cleaning, wiping and placing it up

 On a loft

Empty 

Observed it every morning and evening

I grew up a bit

On a fateful day

Grandmother handed over that basket

To my mother

And my mother

Watched it with a longing

Always putting something in it

Toys...handcrafted by her

Recipes... prepared by her

Garland of beads of wisdom

And plenty of narratives of experience

Whatever she learnt, filled the basket with it

Neither let it remain empty

Nor did she use it

While departing from threshold of father

And moving to threshold of husband

My mother handed over the basket to me

I fetched with me the basket of grandmother

Filled that basket

But did not place on loft like my mother

''I''

I utilized countless bounties

In the basket enriched with

Narratives of experience

Enchanting art

I kept on adding to it

My life was full of bounties

Being a diligent  lady

I distributed the contents of basket

Among needy people

Kept on distributing 

And distributing

Caravan moved on

And kept moving

This basket of three generations

Got emptied 

And filled again

Got emptied 

And refilled

It imposed a question on me

I pondered

Why did grandmother keep it empty?

She possessed everything

Mother filled it and handed over to me

Why she did not avail anything out of it?

In response to this question

I explained to my daughter today

It was in slumber since long

But has awaked today

This is the secret of this basket!



ALWAYS SMILING

*****************

Why did you 

Slid

Melodious tunes

In my ears

In such a way that

These landed on

Screen of my heart

Had you observed

Vacant space in my heart?

Or just to win the cards

Had jumped into it

Enlarging again and again

In solitary moments

Vaguely uttered words

I am feeling it 

Infusing these melodies 

In me

Kept ringing 

Kept ringing 

Mingling nectar in my ears

Kept dripping honey 

In my deserted life.


 

9. APATHETIC

  ************

Scattered 

All-around is

Extremism

But there is no

Public protest

No surgency

No contemplation

Regarding chaos

This one

That one

Everyone is self-centered

They are never moved by

Any news of

Death of humanity

Why?  Why so? 

Our thought process is

Turning dumb and neutral

In every situation

Impotent is

Manliness

Coward and timid

I getting surrounded by 

Smoky and vague  paths

Ten Commandants of Bible

 Preaching  of Quran

Quarderains of  Tulsidas

Religious preaching

Holy books

Morality and noble thoughts

Should illumine always

Diffusing light of wisdom

In all directions

In every heart

A sparkle should arise

Let there be surgency

Let there be churning of thoughts

Exclamation of conscience

Discrimination between right and wrong

Something should prevail

In your heart.


 

10. LYRIC

    *******

I have always protected my wings

Have taken flights too

Lest someone should prick my wings

I have managed to fly very cautiously

These wings only are

Companions of my determination

My own....self-resolution 

Don't look at my wings

In this manner

Desires that I had cherished 

Since long

Alas! Pricked me even sharper than

Broken pieces of glass

Your anguish 

That touched my heart

What to say , what to say about it

Just tolerating and tolerating.



11. STILL..... SO MUCH IS PENDING

   *******************************

So much is pending

Still

So much.....is pending.

Just recently has landed

Glow of dawn in this life

Everything ..has acquired

Reddish hue of dawn.....

And horizon is extending

Surrounding me are doors of possibilities

Waiting for my flight is

Wide open sky

"So much is pending"

No.....still so much is pending

I have stretched my wings

I take a flight

On reaching my destination

I  survey,,, around me

I won't leave.. any efforts

Because.......!

So much is pending till.

Gazeboes of history

Apertures, domes, funerary  monuments, corridors

Pigeons cooing....and

Sparrows hopping in courtyard

Who own feathers

I have to approach them too

Those petty birds.....innocent

What do they want?

What are they saying?

My this calling from heavens

And... efforts in hand

Invoke me .....

" Fly"

To all the winged creatures

Sitting on gazeboes...apertures

Domes....funerary monuments .. courtyard

Keen on taking flight

Let me explain expanse of sky

In their flight from 

Earth to sky

Stretching wings

Knowing direction of wind

Tell them deftness of 

Flying and

Retaining connection with earth.!



12. PINK CITY

  ************

Tall buildings

Pink City

Lush green abundantly

Blend of unique colours

My Pink City

Children coming out of shcool

Their cheeks are pink

A pair of eyes

Peeping through spectacles

Their lips are pink

Look at fingers of

Grandma and maternal grandma

Pink precious stones are

Shining 

Tender plants in flower-beds

Are rich with pink flowers

Peep outside gatehouse

Carrying *Teej -Sawari

Moving with ornamentation

Their turbans are pink

Decorated pitcher for that great oblation

Is being carried on head by sister-in-law

In moments of trance

 Her glory is pink

Her carrot-like well developed arms

And her lips are pink

Dame ornamented with pearls and henna

Her palms are pink

Greenery prevails in every abode

Decorated buildings are pink

Goddess Lakshmi arrives from

North

South

East 

West

And settles in city

On  Lotus

Its colour is pink!


*Teej -Sawari:  During Teej Festival in Rajasthan, Idol of Teej Mata is carried in procession 



13. THREE MANIFESTATIONS 

     **************************

I agree 

That

In your heart 

Dwells a river of

Affection and affinity

Like

Transparent cool water

But when confronted 

By my principles

Why you transform into

Solid ice?

You heart always used to sway

Your heart always used to upspring

Under impact of tide of perfection

Puddled and churned

Jumpy cool drops

Used to touch me

In those refreshing moments

You used to freshen up me

In those very moments

I longed to see  

Attitude of life

I wished ...to get these showers continually

I kept on eradicating 

Heat and fatigue

With droplets getting from distance

I wish

Your stance of ice melts

With heat of my principles

But continually flowing river

Never 

Turns into vapour

Never evaporates!



14.  LIVELY
     *********

In dense thicket of scrapings

Your.....your faith 

Has nurtured blossoms of 

Devotion

Savoured, in that fragrance

Dived neck deep

Both of us 

Caught

Fishes of aspirations

Colourful...deep saffron...yellow

Longing... to grab fish

A competition  started 

Between both of us

Joy too prevailed 

To show each other

Colourful fishes

One after another

We had filled 

Countless fishes 

In our life

But

When did we realize

Lifeblood

Of fish

Devoid of water

Colourful fishes

Accumulated fishes

Colourless fishes

Foul smell?

Emitted by those dead fishes

We 

Baffled

Started blaming each other

Then

We ..both of us 

Discovered 

A concentrated fish

And, now we enjoy

Viewing her dancing

In sufficient water

In transparent vase

Jumping, dancing

Swaying-rustling

Far and far

We observe

Diving fish

And chuckle 

In that transparent vase

How lively is our fish!



15. POEM

   *******

Crossing ....transcending

 Plenty of endeavours

And artificiality 

Crossing bumpy roads

Ornamenting  vacuous crowns of words 

And brain storming

In this modern hectic life 

Fetches smoothness in roughness

Poem illustrates in 

My heart

In your heart

Your happiness

My agony

Affinity of all

Peeps into heart

Crossing through window

Gathers all

Encircles all

And..

In crowded * choupal

In midst of road

Standing aloof

Waving her hand

Dancing in a trance 

Stretching her hands towards sky

Sipping nectar of satiety

All of us are reflected in her

Why are you dragging her towards tracks

Wherefrom, we never treaded 

Wherever we move

She has to remain there only

Standing 

Poem ...is

A  young popsy 

A pink frock

A dimple on cheek of my neighbour

A camel-cart of *Cheetar

Poem is playmate of

All of us

A lively colourful  pattern 

Of life.

Whatever dwells in 

Inner cores of heart

Weights it on scale of brain

Then she pleads something from there

And brings out what she had nurtured

All the process is pleasant

Nothing is dull

All this is 

Pleasure

Immense pleasure.



* Choupal: place for public gathering in village

*Cheetar: a name




 ANUBHUTIYAAN

   (SENSATIONS)

******************

1.  Woman

2. Question

3. Relations

4. Why 

5. Internally

6. Our Viewpoint

7. Separation

8. Unexpected

9. Your letter, My Letter

10. Own Destinations

11. Identity

12. Our Track

13. Woman-Bitter Truth

14. Farmer

1.  WOMAN

    **********

Woman

Stretches hands

Along with it

Mouth too

Woman

Spews out all her problems 

On every stage

Woman says 

These problems are heavy...very heavy

Man 

Ignores these

Woman steps on 

Narrow, widespread

Tracks

Hides

In green fields

And plucks a flower

' Psychic force'

And ties it hard

In her bale

And ...then

In front of woman 

Spreads and spreads 

An equation

In expanded form 

Woman views 

All-around

Observes 

Ponders

Ensconce 

Fruit in bale

' Psychic force'

Increases

Problem decreases

If  'Psychic force'

Decreases

Problem increases

Woman

Looks at 

Fruit in bale

In the background of bale

Since echoes

Her self-respect

Prestige

Power and

Love

Are prevalent

And

Very patiently

She has relished

Fruit from the bale.




2.  QUESTION

    ***********

May be 

You treated my love

As drama

But amidst rocks

In deep well

Till this day

Deep water of

Your love 

Is stagnant!

Pigeons of  wishes

Flutter 

Fly 

Over there still.

Till this day

Swan 

Is eager to land into

That still water...!

If you keep on raising 

Coping wall

"Then"

Won't the well get

Deeper

Water will never dry up

But

Fathoming it

Is a far-away issue

This dwelling

In midst of water

Why is it musty?



3.  RELATIONS

    ************

Relations 

Don't carry

Don't carry

Don't bear burden of

Their relatives

By and by

Relations become cumbersome

They don't greet 

Even on Holi-diwali

They keep their heart

Devoid of emotions

Then bonds of affinity 

Lose their luster

They ignore 

Turn away

In hours of 

Comfort or discomfort

Remain silent

Then relations 

Shed tears

Boat moves fast

Holding sail of relations

But, when someone very close

Causes hole in it

Relations sink.



4.  WHY?

   ******

It has been scribbled on

Slate of mind

And 

Read also

Teacher had told

" Birds don't dwell on burnt tree"

But...today

Why heart of every human-being is burning?

Fire of  disorder is kindling 

Why...why?

Why mind is nourishing on illusions

Why....why?

When will chirpers of our truth

Will chirp

When will they arrive

Near verdant trees

I wish

These birds, these twitters 

Dwell daily

In green groves

And in orchids.



5.  INTERNALLY

    *************
When a human is
Distant from himself
Maintains relation with others
Hither-thither
Keeps on visiting
Meets others 
Introduces others mutually
For sake of courtesy 
Indulges in entertaining guests
But
On grounds of 'self '
Is immensely sad
When a person is distant from himself
By the way
To be distant from oneself
Seems strange
Indulging in self only is
Also shameful
Not to be within oneself
This is awkward
But
To meet with oneself
To peep into oneself
This is ..victory
This is....victory



6.  OUR VIEWPOINT

     *****************

What sort of persons are we?

What sort of persons are all of us? 

We fail to peep into 

Inner cores of heart of

Our little daughter

Indulged in self -playing

Hopping, jumping

She is growing

And we keep on observing her curves

And she....

She has folded her fist tightly

Holding light in her fist

We fail to observe 

Heights of her mind

We view her only as a girl

How uneducated, how unsuccessful she is!

From light coming through 

Creaks of closed doors 

She silently

Slides out

And measures the whole sky

She unmasks our

Narrow thinking.



7. SEPARATION

 *************

Till horizon 

Reached our vision

Awake.....half- awake

Our eyes

Wish to fly

To any extent

We had mutual trust

On support of each other

We took a very high flight

And faced reproach too

Our wings collapsed

And we too

Fluttered

That chain ended

Aromatic dreams

Turned into 

Sores of anguish

Exuded

Have you still concealed

That ruby of heart

I catch glimpse of 

Its luster

At times.


8.  UNEXPECTED 

    ***************

We had thought

We will move hand in hand

In fields of mustard

Did you too?

Why??

I, too, made a lot of promises

Moving on wings of wind

We will converse

I will show you

Pretty blossoms

You will make me follow

Butterfly

On rainbow path

Treading, holding hands

Daily

We used to run

Moving with wind

Reached village of our dreams

I said

"How beautiful is this world?"

You said

" How handsome I am"?

I said

"Yoy are beautiful, because of this beautiful world."

You said

" Firstly, I am beautiful

Mention my name first.

And then anybody else is beautiful."

My love!

I  had to show you entire world

You were

"Mine" 

Since epochs

To verify my ushering

" Is this world beautiful?"

When did you move away for verification?

I am indulged in life-long thinking

Who left the axis

Me...or he?



9, YOUR LETTER, MY LETTER

    ***************************

My love 

Evergreen

Recall 

That letter

Love-smeared 

Our talks

Full of sweetness

In every word

Sensations 

Mingled in

Throughout

Thrill 

Still fresh 

In my life

You sent love-letter 

Via inland

I wished it

In envelope

Why you sent

Inland letter

I was always afraid of

Younger brothers

Lest they should open it

They might muddle with it

And read the content

Letter

That 

I was not able to 

Hide anywhere

Since that time only

Started this intimacy

Our own talks

Our own letters

Why should brothers

Involve in this

Why should even sister

Interfere in this

Since that time

Nothing else pleases me

Except that love-letter.

Now, I observe 

My son and daughter

They don't write letters

Grandson and grand daughter too

Don't write 

That sort of letter.

They don't disclose their heart

Everything is superficial

They don't realize own feelings too

They don't share their heart

Listen to me

O, my dear beloved!

Once again

Turn into that

Historical letter

You become king

And

I become a queen.


10.  OWN DESTINATIONS

      *********************

Why this truth prevails?

In the corridors of heart

We wandered

In those days

We were far from world

And we

Spewed out whole truth

God knows, when

This world

Stationed 

In midst of heart

With crown of 'ego'

Those two words of love

Vanished

Neither you

Nor me

Could understand it

We had nurtured self-respect

But

When

We spoiled our ego

Like a spoiled child

His demands were not

Easy to cope with

His demands were not

Misty

Why did we proceed  

In different directions 

To accede to wishes of

Ego born out of self-respect?



 11. IDENTITY

     ***********

Whenever

You greeted 

Truth

Even after eating

Bitter gourds

You created 

Your identity

Which was neither acceptable 

To your very own

Nor to the society

Surrounding you

You were peeled untimely 

With sickles of your own people

Drop by drop

Peel by peel

From your own shattered identity

You re- created yourself

More important than

Process of sculpting your identity

Is the process of removing

"Flood of sickles"

You don't have to accept defeat

Keep standing 

Self-confidence in your eyes

And with firm feet

Will sway away

Will have to sway way

How long can persist

" Wicked obstacles" 


12.  OUR TRACK

      *************

The anguish 

That you have lived

The poison

That I have drunk

Come!

Let us sit together

To digest it

Look

Monsoon clouds have

Just risen

With peacock and peahen

Let us dance and sing

Flutter our wings!

Glance over there

In the twilight of time

"A star" has risen

Let us search our path

In its light

Keep on moving 

Farther and farther

To the abode of dawn

Fields of the Sun

Hark

A tune of melody 

Might be coming 

From that direction

Come

Let us step to

That direction only

Track

Track

Come, let us give

Expanse to this life!

You are precious 

And 

I am precious, too.



13, WOMAN-BITTER TRUTH 

      *************************

In childhood

A restriction is

Imposed on girl

Is instructed 

Not to play

And her every hope

She should twist and

Throw away

This lesson is 

Taught to her

On her every up rise

On every step

She is made to feel guilty

Since epochs 

Either she is crushed 

Or enthroned as Deity

Bearing stages of age

In the forest of helplessness 

In the ocean of compulsions

She is pushed

And over there

Everyone focusses on

Her clipped wings

And make is sure that

Her wings don't re-grow

That she does not ever

Take a flight to free sky

On wings of  rain moths

And touches " Sky", full of possibilities

She can visualize   

Heights of domes

Why is she instructed

In this battle of death

She should confine whole Universe 

Under a cover?

Whereas (And...!)

In her

A woman keeps on

Growing, flourishing

Becoming bright torch 

Of  pride

Shows path to everybody.



14. FARMER

    *********

Clad in white dress and dusty shawl

Glass like eyes

Copper-like face...glowing

Looks up the sky

Towards cloud

He does not care 

About scorching sun

He is in lap of earth

Uncomfortable due to excessive heat

Still  beautifies earth

Sows seeds, make these sprout

His eyes turn watery

On seeing hail-storm

Fears lest hid crop gets destroyed

He always keeps vigilance on fields

His foot-steps leave mark on sand

These too seem affectionately connected to field

His fields have sweetness of drops of perspiration

He deserves full remuneration 

His thought is pre-dominated by it.




KAANCHI KOONPAL

(  TENDER BUD)

1. Old Tree

2. Bemoaning

3. Meeting with Friends

4. Our Love

5. Mother-tongue

6. Agony

7. She Wriggles

8. Why are You Disoriented?

9. Queen and Water

10. Deception

11. Discussions on Election

1. OLD TREE

   ***********

In orchids -gardens

Near fence of fields

You will come across

An old tree

Stretched wide

Branches as if 

Stretched arms

Playfully flying

Sparrows chirped

Day and night

Settled there at night

To sleep

 A sparrow fluttering

Approached that mature tree

The tree laughed and said

Crazy bird, tell me 

What do you want to say

Grandfather, O, grandfather!

Listen to me today

Our dwelling place 

Is being continually 

Snatched by human-being

Wherever, we go to play

Wherever, we settle

He reaches there

This venomous human-being

How can we make them understand

Wherever, he sees flourishing trees

Reaches there and cuts them

Uproots whole garden

Builds his huge castles

Tell me

O, Grandfather!

How can we mange to survive

O, Grandfather!

God has bestowed everyone with food

Why human-beings are snatching it from others

Why do they torture you

I am an old tree

All of you are my children

Come, sit on my branches

A vehicle reached noisily

In blink of an eyes

Cut the tree

Now, misfortune landed on birds

The old tree wept

His sayings were ignored

Flying birds too cried

Womb of nature was destroyed

Following felling of trees

Cool wind got annoyed

Scorching winds started blowing

Intolerable high temperature followed

Clouds, too, disappeared

People were dying of thirst

People were starving

And lamented in the inner cores of heart

Why did they cut those trees

Could not understand

Be alert, be cautious now

This is urge of nature

The tree kept on imploring

Birds flew far away

Where have vanished sayings of heart

O, human-being, pay heed to

What the old tree had said

What the old tree had said.




 2BEMOANING

   *************
Something has happened
With the girl
She kept shedding tears
Throughout the night
What happened with the  girl
Nobody can tell
Tears kept flowing 
From eyes of the girl
Throughout the night
In the hut
She slept with her 
Sister-in-law 
And kept shedding tears
Throughout the night
Mother-father could not know
The girl continued weeping
Throughout the night
When he listened about
This episode
He betrayed faith
The culprit got released from jail
Moved out laughing like *Ravana
The girl bathed in stream of her tears
The girl kept on crying whole night
She cried and sobbed bitterly
Her modesty was stained
Who will marry her and take her along
The girl was awake throughout the night
She bewailed bitterly
Again and again
He appeared in her vision like a Nigro
Tearing her attire
The girl bemoaned
Throughout  the night
Who can now 
Tackle problem of this girl
Try to find out some solution
The girl keeps shedding tears
Throughout the night
Cries and lies awake
Who can help her
Laws made by democracy are futile
It is a false drama only
The girl cried whole night
The girl wept bitterly
The tender bud cried bitterly.


*Ravana:  a ten-headed rakshasa (demon) king of the island of Lanka, and the chief antagonist in the Hindu epic Ramayana. 





 

3. MEETING WITH FRIENDS

    *************************

Viewed him

From top to bottom

How have you changed

I asked him

Listen, my friend 

Come to me

Its not only me that changed

This is universal truth of nature

Since centuries...always

Everyone changes

But

This is journey of life

But change should be

 Purposeful

So many people meet us

So many depart from us

Only a limited number of people

Stay with us

Whom you can not transform

If you can not transform

Don't stick to one place only

Don't stick to one place only



4. OUR LOVE

************

What to narrate

What not to narrate

Our love 

When moving with

Hand in hand

Our love limitless

I asserted you are 

My pure love

You asserted

You are my pure love

We used to ride in

Palanquin of love

When did we ever get annoyed

We never got annoyed

Even, if got annoyed

Never revealed it

The day we got annoyed

Same day, some relatives arrived

Both of us entertained them affectionately

Neither you

Nor me were at ease

Our love is limitless

You are occupied with work in day

I am occupied with domestic chores 

I can not live without you

You can not live without me

Why to flatter and 

Why to get annoyed 

Neither you know  how to sing

Nor do I know how to sing

To flatter each other

But, we are well versed with fact that

My dusky evenings are with you

My beautiful dawns are with you you

When both of us are seated relaxing on chairs

Then, even in sunlight, we feel moonlight

If plenty of work is to be attended 

We do it continuously 

Then, leaving aside work

Drink ginger-tea

I don't recall 

When did you persuade  me

When did I persuade  you.

When did you get annoyed with me

When did I get annoyed with you

The moment we held hands of each other

All the knots got untied

What sort of love is this!

What sort of love is this!


 

5. MOTHER-TONGUE

******************
Highly well-educated
Highly established

Convened many meetings
Probed for many possibilities

How can we enhance
How can we develop

Our attachment 
With mother-tongue

Superficially delivering speeches
Never peeped in our own homes

When our children leant to speak
We committed a deep lapse

Taught plenty of English to child
We were very joyous, making baby dance
Come on Baby.....Come on Baby

But ...in depth of heart of baby
Mother-tongue kept mingled

Don't learn mother-tongue
My better-half started teaching him Hindi

I, too, started teaching him English enthusiastically
In morning as well in evening, holding child
Make him play a lot in courtyard of language


Wife made him cram in Hindi
And I kept following English
Baby ..Come on....Baby--Come on

Early come on....early come on

Child, shunning aside Hindi and English
So smartly, laughingly said
*" Bego aaoon"!!!


Bego aaoon.......
I said to my wife

See, our fate shattered
He has proved futile all our efforts

Wife pondered over it and said
Don't think over what he has learnt

First of all, you think over
Don't over-burden the child
With load of three languages


Let him learn 
Mother-tongue 
First of all

This attachment for mother-tongue
Will persist automatically
You can not wash it away


Leaving aside both two languages
When child uttered
" Bego aaoon....bego aaoon"
 

Understanding this whole episode
I am ashamed of myself in front of child

Our mother-tongue is very sweet
Our language ....Rajasthani
Has occupied my heart.



* Bego aaoon: Come early


 6. AGONY

   ********

Since so many years

I kept sweeping

My courtyard

And entrance

With broom

And decorated it 

With *mandana

In center of courtyard was

A *jaamun tree

Flourished in monsoon

Gave sweet fruit

Children were pleased 

Screamed with joy and clapped hands

And collected sweet blackberries

This solitary tree was dear to all

It flourished till so many years

But

But 

Our coming generation

Fond of meetings and entertainment

Did not ask for permission of anybody

Felled the tree

Oh!

How to describe

This step of our own people

Birds did not get time

To remove their nests

Many nests fell to ground

Along with eggs in it

Dwelling place of birds

Was ruined

They chirped a lot 

They screeched a lot

Kept on flying here and there

In search of a branch to sit

For sake of making own home

Demolished homes of so many

In every brick laid in wall

Agony of birds was audible

Unushered tears

And cry of  heart

And on foundation of 

These cries

A house will be constructed

Then, explain to me, friends

How peace will prevail in such a house

Friends, just contemplate, muse 

Churn your thoughts

How will happiness survive on 

Foundation of  buried sobs 

And shedded tears 

Birds could not speak

But ushered unushered 

For sake of building a house

Don't demolish ten houses

Even if in case dire need

You have to cut a tree

Grow ten trees in lieu of one

Nurture it

And help it flourish

Help it flourish

If you have to cut one tree

Grow ten trees in lieu of it

Grow ten trees in lieu of it.



*jaamun tree : blackberry tree

* mandana : auspicious patterns of folk art made at entrance 






7. SHE WRIGGLES
   ***************
You are father
You are husband
You are brother
You are saviour of woman
And you 
In role of sun
Without wasting a minute, say
What have you done for me
Giving birth to me is not a 
Big deal
In role of brother
Very easily say
Go to your home
What are you doing here
And father
He simply sells her away
Poor mothers just sees this
Nobody is aware of it
Nobody comes to know about it
He sells it, but
Names this deal as 
*Kanya-dan
When this helpless creature 
Becomes mother
All her bones shudder with pain
As if all her bones are going to crack
Is there any true male
Who comes in front 
And praises, saying
"You are the queen
Enhancing our linage."
Instead of 
Shunning her away from home
Enthrones her in his heart
But, strangely, he forgets
Sacrifice of the woman
And just focusses on her youth
That poor creature, silently
Nurtures her off-springs
And is cheated daily
Due to her love and
Due to her faith
How long will this trend of
Disregard will continue
When will she secure
Real shelter
Because, she is other name of life
The other name of courage
She is beautiful creation of God
She is mentioned in abuses
She is presented in advertisements
She is mentioned as donation in marriage
But, this donation has been insulted so many times
She has limitlessly tolerated anguish caused by man
She earns for him
Still she gets inferior status
How long will it continue
How long will this continue
Ponder over it
Till how long.....
Who knows
Till when?


kanya-dan : a wedding ritual in which daughter is donated by father 




8. WHY ARE YOU DISORIENTED?

   ******************************

Why you feel 

Disoriented?

Why you remain disoriented?

If you are shattered

You will be rejoined 

Your lucky days will follow soon

When cloud bursts, rain follows

Rain follows only when cloud bursts

Why you remain discomposed ?

When soil of field is broken

Seeds sprout up beautifully

And greenery prevails in fields

It is possible only when earth bursts

Don't get scared if you are shattered

Why you feel disoriented

If you are broken-hearted 

You will unite with Almighty

Then, you will be complete again

Sages have imparted this enlightenment

You will be re-composed after shattering

You identify yourself and follow routine

O, dear friend! Move ahead

If you remain disoriented

You will remain a loser

You have to live life perfectly

Disorientation won't help

Why you remain disoriented?




9.  QUEEN AND WATER

    *******************

Woman is like water

In whatever vessel poured

Adjusts herself accordingly

Assumes shape of that

Woman is like water

Plate, bowl, jug, boiler

In whichever poured

Adapts accordingly

She is favourite  mistletoe of

Grandfather and great-grandfather

She understands them perfectly

She brings fortune for her life-mate

She feeds infants

As sister of brothers

Enhances her glory and dignity

She is immovable property of her father

 She is absorbed in the heart of her mother

She is very fond of ornaments

And wears a lot if affordable 

And adjusts with * tiki only

If ornaments are not affordable

She weighs words before speaking

And remains mum if that is more feasible

When confronted with sorrow

Becomes a rock

Reveals her happiness 

Conceals her sorrows

If she gets right chance

She assumes role of brother

In spite of being a daughter

She never steps back 

In offering her shoulder to bier

Woman is like water

She earns and helps in

Educating her sisters

Woman is like  a tunnel

Never insult her

If she retaliates

She will spoil your life

Offering her respect

Glorifying her is like

Offering reverence to God

Woman is like water

In whatever vessel poured

Assumes shape of that.




 DISCUSSIONS ON ELECTION

****************************

Yes, Sir

Yes, Sir

The day of their approaching is

Getting nearer and nearer

When you will be busily occupied in your  work

Then, he will approach you

With all show of simplicity and modesty

With folded-hands, he will sit in your house

Glances all around

And behaves with such intimacy

As if a sibling has arrived

How are you?

How are your children?

How is your work going on?

How is your mother?

How are knees of your mother?

Is job of your wife continuing or over?

Oh! Will express his concern too

But , he will visit you daily

At least once a day

Just care about plight 

Of politics

How will situations be managed like this

Poor are suffering a lot

You are rational 

And well-versed with situation

You maintain your judiciousness

Don't be betrayed by anyone

Don't be misled

See, I daily take a round of your ward

I take care of you

With folded-hands

He keeps on cautioning

Be a bit careful

Put stamp on my election.symbol

Fearlessly

Press the button

I will manage everything

I will take care of you

Saying so, he moves on to

Neighbouring ward

Days of their approaching to us

Are coming nearer

Days of election

Days of making promises

Have come

Discussions on election are in.




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